so...

so this summer has consisted of me TEARING down my life & now im workin on REBUILDING it. thats what i've been doin. a lot of mistakes made this summer & im hoping that the rest will consist of me bettering myself & gettin baQ to who i USED to be. i know we grow & shxt but i feel like im growin away from the person i once was in a bad way. i've been listening to drake lately. idk if it helps but i'll promote the album nonetheless. he speaks true shxt w his weird faced ass.

no longer aware...

what to do when you feel like ur life is OUT OF CONTROL & you're losing constantly? does anyone know? plz tell me.

SABBATICAL

i will MOST LIKELY be closin' this blog & revampin when i get my funds together. ASAP. I shall keep you updated.

&& the progress on the WEIGHT LOSS

...i've lost 6 lbs total since startin a healthier eating lifestyle & exercising. *pats self on back*
i may do a week to week log of the weight loss [or gain] & include pix if im brave enough. hmph

-ChattiiCathii-

"hat 2 da back"

so i've been listening to a LOT of #throwbaQ TLC lately & one song that i love is "HAT 2 DA BACK" why? because it continues to reiterate & personify TLC's message of female empowerment as well as hone in on individuality & bein oneself.

what i've seen a lot of on FB & Twitter & everyday living is a lot of people who want to BE & PERSONIFY someone else. they want to be this IMPORTANT person with thee MOST followers & want to be known & all that bull. what people fail to realize is that they are IMPORTANT in their own space. we all fail to realize that when it boils down who someone else is who they are. Furthermore, people also fail to realize that the IMPORTANT person that they idolize & look up to sometimes isn't even real at times. they are a made-up, fictitious image of someone emulating someone else. the cycle continues & that's why we have all these "real" fake motherfcukers walkin' around with their chest out pretending they "ballin" w empty pockets.

"all that glitters aint gold" & we need to realize that bein' oneself is the greatest justice we can do for ourselves because bein' someone else isn't gonna make a difference. real people recognize real people. if you like ur skinny jeans, fcuk the critics & wear them. if you like makeup & u a TRACK[weave]star, do ur thing. if you are a loner who doesn't fcuk with the CLUB scene, let that shxt alone. wear ur "hat 2 da back" proudly cuz honestly, on some real shxt, who wants to admit to themself that their whole image is made up & full of fcukin fiction. NOT ChattiiCathii.

-ChattiiCathii-

new SPOTS?

IM lookin for new spots in DC to explore this summer. any suggestions?

i shall explore the WAREHOUSE LOFT this Saturday if i can find me a buddy to go with. i think it's gay & i don't have thee most OPEN str8 friends who will accompany me to a primarily gay spot...

DROP SOME SUGGESTIONS plz & thx.

-ChattiiCathii-

class of 2010!

congrats to all my beauties & lads who graduated this spring 2010 season! im uber proud of you.

i was kinda takin the graduations to heart a little bit. not that i wasn't happy for my friends & associates & all that jive shxt but i WASN'T graduating myself so it was bittersweet. && to keep hearing ppl say: "i did it in 4 yrs" made me feel worse. but kudos to those who did. i bullshxtted for 2 yrs AND took a semester off so what did i expect? i got about 40 credits to go so i'm gna put in work [FINALLY] & do what i gotta to get where i wanna.

this whole 'im not graduating 2010' thing has fully motivated me & inspired me. && i have ALSO realized that we all have different paths in life. we all follow different roads to different places. my friends & myself are ALL different ppl. so i have learned not to beat myself cuz im not makin the same accomplishments that they have made or are making. i'm my OWN person & that's why i am ME.

once again, CONGRATS to all who DID finish undergrad in 2010. Many blessings& love & positive energy to you all! let's get those resumes out & those careers started. *muah*

-ChattiiCathii-

...

i couldn't think of what to call this post so its ...*shrugs*
a couple months back someone asked me what my life's dream was & it had made me STOP for Quite a while & think. that was a PHENOMENAL Question. what IS my life dream? after contemplating for a moment or two, i finally came up with somethin that describes just where i am in my life right now:

my life dream is "TO LIVE HAPPILY & CONTENT SURROUNDED BY LOVE & GOOD PEOPLE"
there it goes. it's not SUPER complex & shxt but it's what i could think of on the spot.

i pose the SAME Question to you. what is ur LIFE dream? not career goals & lifeSTYLE goals but your LIFE DREAM. what do you want to remember about ur LIFE when you are done with it [or it is done with you?]

"to live happily & content surrounded by love & good people"

-ChattiiCathii-

THIS IS WHY YOU'RE FAT

so i was googling exactly WHY fried foods are bad for you & i stumbled upon:

http://www.thisiswhyyourefat.com/

it's basically a site of weird indulgences that could ultimately cause high cholesterol & some other shxt like that. the picture above is pancakes, friend eggs & bacon sandwiched together. who would want to devour that IDK but nonetheless, it's just ONE example of the shxt we eat & don't watch. ultimately you will notice the difference in cutting out FRIED FOODS [not COMPLETELY] from ur diet. it's for the better. let's try it together!

*just a piece of advice. it's getting hot & most of u wanna show some skin. let's not make others feel uncomfortable with flab hanging out that crop top boo*

-ChattiiCathii-